forgive my hormones

I feel like I am still stuck in my own world. All my friends have moved on. Some have new relationships. Some have babies on the way. And me, I'm still stuck with my studies. Not that I'm complaining, but at my age, I should be planning on my future. I should be saving right now coz who knows what will happen to me. I should be planning on my career and what I really want to be. I should be establishing able to save up for my own place in the future.

When I was 18 years old, I said to myself that when I turn 25, I have to get married. That was my marrying age. When I had my first boyfriend and got brokenhearted, I said to myself, I still need to get married by 25. Then I had my 2nd boyfriend and got hurt again, that's when I said "enough of the I-have-to-get-married-by-25 crap".

In seven months, I will turn 25. I'm still mending my broken heart and I'm just starting to move on as a single gal. To top that, I still need 2 more years of my life to finish nursing and then by then, hopefully I can get a stable job. Being successful at the age of 28 isn't that bad, right?

I guess my new marrying age is: Never to marry at all. hahahaha